SIGH

Babysitting is a VERY stressful thing. It's hard enough to find someone that will actually babysit these days, let alone find someone that you like and trust.

We've been very blessed to have a wonderfu babysitter, Jan, who is so cheap it's ridiculous. Her only problem is that her husband's job is very inconsistent so they go out of town a LOT. But we've also been blessed to have a great back-up babysitter, Stacie, who lives in the same apartment complex. Well, Stacie has been going through a lot trying to get pregnant and whatnot and she called me today to tell me that she couldn't be back-up anymore. I was honestly really upset (though she had no idea, because we'd been getting the vibe that she didn't really want to babysit anymore.) So now we're stuck without a babysitter for next week and parts of February, and are honestly thinking that we may just look for a new babysitter all together because Jan is so inconsistent (even though she's wonderful!). It's something that we will be praying that we can find, because honestly, we don't have a choice! Double sigh.